Raymond L. Burton - The Happy Soul

In the depths of my soul I feel my heart break
I cant shake it or make is lessen in strength.
My thoughts spiral around this seed of pain
Without any end in site.

How can someone make you feel this way.
After years of sharing and joy.
To have your heart handed on a platter
Is just too much to endure.

I wish I knew how to burn up this flame
Of hate and pain and despair.
Feeling so rejected, not being wanted,
I just wish she would care.

I wait up late, she’s closing the bar.
When there’s rum she doesn’t give a shit.
It’s almost three, where can she be,
That’s better than here with me?

I long for the soul that shares with me
Her passion, her goals, her soul.
A real partner that lets me in
And never battles for power.
A lover a friend,
I wish god would send,
So I can feel true love without bounds.

Crashing waves, dramatic scenes.
Synchronicities are my dreams.
Everything that gels and flows with ease,
Is what I search for when I smell the breeze?
Twilight sparkles and thoughts that flow,
Words not spoken but somehow known.

Searching for passion, needing a cause,
Something that will inspire making energy flow.
Breaks in rhythm building suspense,
out from the ordinary awakes my sense.
Needing fulfillment, seeking the way,
trying not to struggle and ruin the wave.

I am

To not be anything, holds the ability to be everything.

What is seen on the outside is not what you are, but what others perceive you to be.

When labeled with a title, you try to live up to that expectation, but the thoughts and actions of one thing, keep you from being another.

Be nothing and in this have the ability to become everything.

When unprogramed and free the mind is clear and startling realizations come…opportunity knocks.

Don’t waste time trying to find yourself, your already there.