Something new. LIKE THE DAY I WAS BORN WHEN EVERYTHING WAS AMAZING AND EVERTHING SURPRISED ME. MORE MOMENTS OF STANDING AWESTRUCK AT WHAT I SEE. NO MORE NUMBNESS. FULL VITALITY. THE WORLD IS CHANGING. CONTROL IS EVERYWHERE. I REBEL AGAINST ALMOST EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT TRIES TO RESTRAIN ME. I MAY NOT BE RIGHT BUT I AM ME AND THAT’S WHAT I AM CALLED TO BE. EVERYTHING HAS ITS PURPOSE AND MINE MAY NOT WORK WITH YOURS. THAT DOESNT MAKE EITHER OF US RIGHT OR WRONG.
I just found out my caps lock key was on. *SIGH*.
Life can be weird and it can also be miraculous. Do I really want to figure it all out? How many things have I learned about that when I understood, the magic was gone. The most outrageous magic is how it all fits together. The rain falls, the grass grows, the cow eats the grass, I eat the cow and then I die.
I guess my main function is grass food.
Speaking of which. Why do people care so much about certain things. I mean, in the end… is the end. Now or later, it all turns out the same. So if something bad happens and you go early. You go early. You’re not going to know the difference. If you do know that you went early then there was nothing to worry about because apparently you just changed. You didn’t die. The problem is that you just can’t except being out of control. You hate the fact that there is something you can’t control.
And there lies the problem. When you seek to control, you are the one being controlled by your own thoughts and actions. You’re so busy ‘trying’ that miss ‘being‘. And if you aren’t being, then you’re already dead.
Not that it really matters.
Put that in your pipe and smoke it.
