How To Be Happy
And Get What You Want
In the depths of my soul I feel my heart break
I cant shake it or make is lessen in strength.
My thoughts spiral around this seed of pain
Without any end in site.
How can someone make you feel this way.
After years of sharing and joy.
To have your heart handed on a platter
Is just too much to endure.
I wish I knew how to burn up this flame
Of hate and pain and despair.
Feeling so rejected, not being wanted,
I just wish she would care.
I wait up late, she’s closing the bar.
When there’s rum she doesn’t give a shit.
It’s almost three, where can she be,
That’s better than here with me?
I long for the soul that shares with me
Her passion, her goals, her soul.
A real partner that lets me in
And never battles for power.
A lover a friend,
I wish god would send,
So I can feel true love without bounds.
